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Cheated, betrayed,
that's what I've done to you
I should've cried, should've stayed,
I understand if we're through.

The truth was right there,
in the back of my mind.
You might've even cared,
comforted me, been kind,

but I was so scared,
how could I say the truth?
I have never dared
to tell the horrors of my youth.

So I locked them up tight,
told another lie.
I did what was right,
though it urges me to cry.

You don't need to know,
the memories are for me.
I wish I could let them go,
just let someone see,

but they're my curse,
so leave me be,
until my ride in the hearse,
the death of me.
Awful, I know, but I had to get it off my poem....about what I call my neccesary lying.
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AnythingBtOrdinary Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You'll always be a great writer regardless of what others think. But you'll never know how your writing may affect others until you really share it.:) Beyond the internet lol.:) You've been given this talent for a reason whether you believe it or know it or not.
lostmyslef Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, but I could never show my work outside of this website or anonymously
AnythingBtOrdinary Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You are AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like you should publish all of your writings into one big book!:)
lostmyslef Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much, but I don't think I'm that good =)
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lostmyslef Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
umm, thanks
Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Student Writer
Need a hug?
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lostmyslef Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
lol, thanks for the nuddgie
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