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We cry.
We scream.
We fight for our dream.

We scream.
We cry.
We're just waiting to die.

The same emotions
with a different drive.
Sometimes dead, sometimes alive.

The same in one way,
different in another
brother and sister, sister and brother.

So close in feeling,
so different in the end.
Falling apart, or finally on the mend?

Which am I?
Will I ever know?
Fighting to stay or ready to go?

Maybe I'm both,
in some impossible way.
Emotions oddly mixed everyday.

Wouldn't surprise.
I'm such a freak.
Excuse me, I laugh, I should call it "unique"
So, basically, this is a poem where I did not edit, didn't go back to change any rhymes, didn't think about them too long, just typed it out as it came. I was interested to see how it would work out, pretty badly. Anyway, I know it finishes oddly. The "unique" line. This is what my mom said about me earlier this week when someone asked about the strange way I act around people. Because, of course, it has nothing to do with the social anxiety or depression, I'm just that fucking "unique." Alright, so the original idea for this poem was that, I feel like, I should fight against my depression and all the bad thoughts in my head. While, at other times, I'm more like, fuck that, i wonder how much ibuprofen I have to take to not wake up. The answer is a whole fucking lot because, just a little tip, pills that you can just walk up and buy without a prescription, won't kill you. Awesome. This is a long description, sorry.
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willow90lawrence's avatar
Amazing. LOVED IT!!